"Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as
the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be
afraid." John 14:27
Hear
my prayer, O Lord, and let my cry come unto thee. Hide not thy face
from me in the day when I am in trouble; incline thine ear unto me:
in the day when I call answer me speedily. Psalm 102:1-2
I am imperfect. I am weak. I am lazy, scattered. I upset people, I can't make them happy. I leave people with regrets, fears, shame. I disappoint people, I leave them stranded.
Have I really left things so poorly?
I am not so dry and pristine as you think. I am war torn and struggling
to find a grip hold. I am living by the only way I know.
Why me? Why now? Why here?
God, what is your plan? Please guide me. I'm scared.